Curious Runner

Can't catch up with how she's running...

"Spotless"

Marikina and Other Cities in the Philippines are spotless from the rain and calamity.

Rainy Days - Monday

Only two things which I love to DO(You?) on Rainy Days.

1) Bed Activites
2) Stay Up Worried

First;Bed Activites, which enlist Cuddling (Pillow/Non-Pillow); Watch TV or Movie (like bedridden); Exercise (Any will do, I love the one that is meant to be shared with Mah Lady {unluckily}) like who wouldn't want someone beside them lying on bed,cuddling, then you know whats next (fore)(kiss)(woohoo!).

And the Second (which I love the most of the two); Staying up being worried. Since I'm catching up with my restless days/nights, this would be the first crossed out in my bucketlist. And rainy days ain't helping. Marikina became famous, especially nowadays (cheers,not) because of Ondoy and if you're thinkin like everyone is thinking. YOU ARE RIGHT! Its the reason why most people here at my place are worried and staying up, traumAlarmed.

Hopefully both choices will be satisfied accordingly. (NullDream)

In the mood

Slowly getting to the phase, resolving what should be. Beginning to move forward step by step, and then a "Past" suddenly showed up. telling me, "this is all because of you";"you've affected my life so much and suddenly, It's all gone". The guilt affected me some ways, but what can I do? We are "Gone".

Moments and Momeries wont bring the fire back, it has extinguished along the way. Working it out again will just darken our lives like a Car restored kit but the engine still drowns for a start. Prolonging agonies. Stooding up for her, makes it really hard for me, but I have to. Ending the yesterday with bitter sweet. All is well, after all I drew a beautiful art,"The Woman in Red Lipstick". I was really proud(for the first time) making this art. People changed, I do.. I should be proud, right?

Has Sandman forgotten me?

Lately I've been having sleeping disorder. Partly, from the "Stuff" (stuff that you want and don't want to do) that keeps me busy and The other part shouldn't be known (for some reason, which is you know what issues; the so called magic). I find it really hard to snooze even my eyes want to shut. Thinking it would be a blessing just to have CatNap. Most times exhausted,disturbed and untamed. They say "Where the mind goes the body will follow" well in that note I agree on.

The first was normal more often than not people experience it daily. You do chores, work, eat,back to work, rest, find a way yo kill time, finish work and eventually sleep. And that I envy others for the last activity. Pointing to the second sublimely to solve the problem. Questions are:

1) what's wrong with me, ain't I happy?
2) if happy, why do I feel exhausted?
3) going crazy, missing someone?
4) feeling Unmagic?

Answering those questions from 1) onwards; I couldn't say I'm not -I got plenty of time to be Magitizsd (magic-magnetized); yeah! Feel happy especially entertaining people and mingling definitely not; sometimes I think I do have flewn over the coocoos nest; unmagic-ed? Hmmm, pause for a while. And there goes a long one.

There goes all of my answers, Still pondering what's missing in all the blanks of my days. Is it really that spark everyone long for? The one who'll put you on bed if that person is one-leg-less? (pause) Guess have to end this entry now, the sandman is calling me and I hope he wouldn't leave without me.

And did you know,
That everything you touch is blessed and all the richer
For your love a better being
And if I display just a fraction of the soul you showed in this world,
Then I know I'll see you again

@-@,

My Eyes are gonna pop any seconds from now. LUL

Who's behind my SMILES lately...

I guess she really swept off my feet

Sure its fun in the Philippines!!

Especially Puerto Princesa, Palawan. And now that it joined the 7 wonders of

nature surely tourist will be cramming this Summer Vacation. Take a deep breath with your loved ones and enjoy nature tripping,

exciting adventure trekking and experience the beauty of Palawan.

Enjoy some of my Snapshots ^^,

Been 2 years since a last post ^^,

Finally I found someone//
Simple//
Ordinary//
Crazy//
Beautiful//

...fingers crossed

damn weeks and weeks have passed and still I couldn't flushed you down. aches still awaken me every night and silent tears stream down my cheeks. I wish you could see me again just for another chance and bloom out of the fields.

Begin to realized am not the person I once knew
I will cry for you
I will die

Die For You

even the stars refuse to shine..
even the best sometimes falls down..

im just an ordinary person that commit mistakes.
dont be so hard on me i know im a fool but that doesn't mean you're just an option. and if your saying you are, you are my only option and there's no alternative when it comes to whose im loving

Wag ka nang umiyak, sa mundong pabago-bago
pag-ibig ko ay totoo
ako ang iyong bangka, kung magalit man
ang alon, ng panahon, sabay tayong aahon

Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin, kapit ka sa akin
Di kita bibitawan

Wag kang umiyak, mahaba man ang araw
uuwi ka sa yakap ko
wag mo nang damdamin kung wala ako sayong tabi
iiwan kong puso ko sa yo
at kung pakiramdam mo’y wala ka nang kakampi
isipin mo ako dahil puso’t isip ko’y
nasa yong tabi

…di kita pababayaan

Kapit ka, kumapit ka
(para sa buhay ng buhay ko)

amf! nagising din ako sa tamang oras.
she may be few minutes late but it's worth waiting in exchange of a good mood&conversation and besides I'm always late for couple of days.

darn I'm bored here(home), been stuck for 3day no class. Some may say am lucky to have enough rest though they have a point my mind's depleting, can't even remember the last chapter discussed by my instructors. DARN! 15 more wrath of aqueous to go for "pearl of the orients" will be fine and my life's draining youth will vanquish another term.

-end of entry-

another blank day.. lame lame lame!
been raining since I woke up but I love it makes my fiery moods to be castaway. I've been thinkin bout my tulips?
wondering what she's doing,thinkin and longing Lolz enough with the emo. I just miss her badly and been thinking bout her lately

-end of entry-

weird dreamI had a dream with someone(i really don't know her. first it was like she's dreamin bout me and I asked her(bout some quarrel we had) hoping she'd reply and to my surprise she did and so I jump unto her bed and wake her up. I told her all my heart's words how i loved her and cared for her AND all of a sudden change scene my bro and her sis already knew each other and havin some talks.

The next venue is at the pool that usually happen when GraduatingClass are on tour. I saw all of me colleagues,friends(old ones) and girls("damn! koreans someone shouted"). Because I was so confused what was happening I asked one of my old friend and he answer "Froshman party ata! acquaintance" it is so weird but at the same time I'm glad it happened and I answered him back "Ge punta lang ako sa kabila"(which is like a VIP one) and so I entered a bar with unfamiliar faces and then CUTTT!!

I woke up and back to real world. DARN! it's already 250am have to get online or she might get pissed off. After few minutes of putting myself into one, I'm now awake.


Continuing..

what a day.. halos buong araw na ako hindi nakatulog kahapon. buti na lang nagising niya ako nung natulog ako . i love you so much. you are my happiness and my sorrow