Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Curious Runner

Can't catch up with how she's running...

Tuesday, August 07, 2012


Marikina and Other Cities in the Philippines are spotless from the rain and calamity.

Rainy Days - Monday

Only two things which I love to DO(You?) on Rainy Days.

1) Bed Activites
2) Stay Up Worried

First;Bed Activites, which enlist Cuddling (Pillow/Non-Pillow); Watch TV or Movie (like bedridden); Exercise (Any will do, I love the one that is meant to be shared with Mah Lady {unluckily}) like who wouldn't want someone beside them lying on bed,cuddling, then you know whats next (fore)(kiss)(woohoo!).

And the Second (which I love the most of the two); Staying up being worried. Since I'm catching up with my restless days/nights, this would be the first crossed out in my bucketlist. And rainy days ain't helping. Marikina became famous, especially nowadays (cheers,not) because of Ondoy and if you're thinkin like everyone is thinking. YOU ARE RIGHT! Its the reason why most people here at my place are worried and staying up, traumAlarmed.

Hopefully both choices will be satisfied accordingly. (NullDream)

Sunday, August 05, 2012

In the mood

Slowly getting to the phase, resolving what should be. Beginning to move forward step by step, and then a "Past" suddenly showed up. telling me, "this is all because of you";"you've affected my life so much and suddenly, It's all gone". The guilt affected me some ways, but what can I do? We are "Gone".

Moments and Momeries wont bring the fire back, it has extinguished along the way. Working it out again will just darken our lives like a Car restored kit but the engine still drowns for a start. Prolonging agonies. Stooding up for her, makes it really hard for me, but I have to. Ending the yesterday with bitter sweet. All is well, after all I drew a beautiful art,"The Woman in Red Lipstick". I was really proud(for the first time) making this art. People changed, I do.. I should be proud, right?

Friday, August 03, 2012

Has Sandman forgotten me?

Lately I've been having sleeping disorder. Partly, from the "Stuff" (stuff that you want and don't want to do) that keeps me busy and The other part shouldn't be known (for some reason, which is you know what issues; the so called magic). I find it really hard to snooze even my eyes want to shut. Thinking it would be a blessing just to have CatNap. Most times exhausted,disturbed and untamed. They say "Where the mind goes the body will follow" well in that note I agree on.

The first was normal more often than not people experience it daily. You do chores, work, eat,back to work, rest, find a way yo kill time, finish work and eventually sleep. And that I envy others for the last activity. Pointing to the second sublimely to solve the problem. Questions are:

1) what's wrong with me, ain't I happy?
2) if happy, why do I feel exhausted?
3) going crazy, missing someone?
4) feeling Unmagic?

Answering those questions from 1) onwards; I couldn't say I'm not -I got plenty of time to be Magitizsd (magic-magnetized); yeah! Feel happy especially entertaining people and mingling definitely not; sometimes I think I do have flewn over the coocoos nest; unmagic-ed? Hmmm, pause for a while. And there goes a long one.

There goes all of my answers, Still pondering what's missing in all the blanks of my days. Is it really that spark everyone long for? The one who'll put you on bed if that person is one-leg-less? (pause) Guess have to end this entry now, the sandman is calling me and I hope he wouldn't leave without me.